The Grey Man

"Don't worry now, it's all erased
Burn to grey and white
Your fireproof heart was never wasted
And steady all the while
So you say
Don't worry now, it's all come back
Colorless as night
You'll be there, you'll see her face
And hear her all the while
By the time you've found your way,
You're gonna run right back to the start
Don't think you're lost
You're gonna run right back to the start
And when you finally think it's gone,
You're gonna run right back to her arms
Don't worry now, it's all erased
Burn to grey and white
Tell yourself you don't still taste her
Or hear her through the night
By the time you've found your way,
You've gotta run right back to the start
Don't think you're lost
You're gonna run right back to the start
And when you finally think it's gone
You're gonna run right back to her arms
Run, run, fast enough to lose yourself
By the time you've found you way, You're gonna run right back to the start
Don't think you're lost
You're gonna run right back to the start
And when you finally think it's gone
You're gonna run right back to the start
You're gonna run right back to the start
You're gonna run right back to the start
You're gonna run right back to her arms"
I fucking love Copeland.
Perfect.
I can't wait to hear the rest of the new cd.

This weekend was blissful.
I'm sad it's over.
Leaving was harder than I thought it would be.
it's only time, it's only distance
it's worth the wait.
<3

I love makeup school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love learning
I love that I'm following my dreams
I'm so excited about my future
I love the fact that I will most likely be apart of a makeup team during LA's Fashion week!!!asdfghjkl;
I love the enormous makeup kit I got today, it makes me feel more legit haha
I love being excited about school
I love having so much passion and ambition in my life right now
I love living in LA
I love how happy my heart is. <3
I love everything and everyone involved in my personal life.
I feel so lucky that I am from california and didn't have to come from another country or state to go to my makeup school,
unlike several of my classmates.
I am thankful for everyone in my life and all the opportunity I have been given
I am so blissfully happy right now
thank you to everyone who is apart of my life
I love you!

S.




ahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahaha
I start school tomorrow
and until January 30th I will not have much of a life outside of the makeup industry
and once I get a job I will have even less of a life
so basically,
if i'm not serving you drinks at wherever i get a job
or i'm not doing your makeup
you will rarely see me.
*UNLESS YOU COME VISIT ME DURING THE FEW MOMENTS OF FREE TIME I FIND*
If i become distant i am sorry
to those that know they mean something to me or i mean something to you,
please stick with me
i will do my best to keep in touch
but i will be extremely busy
and i want to be busy
being busy means i'm that much closer to making this dream my reality
Makeup school:
Monday through Friday, 9am-4pm
September 8th-January 30th
These are going to be the most challenging times of my life
I will push myself as hard as i can
learn as much as i can
get as much experience as i can
and be as confident in myself and my work as i can
this is my dream
and i'm giving it my all.
<3

S.

Excuse me September,
but where the FUCK did you come from?
haha seerriouussly
I say it month after month
but I still can't believe how quickly this year has flown by
yikes!

Everything is going so well right now
and it scares the hell out of me
because I'm afraid it's all going to come crashing down.
But I won't let it.
I'm keeping hope
staying optimistic
and I'm focusing on the smile in my heart.

I have SO much shit to get done this week
before school starts on Monday.
I'm one busy bee right now.

<3
S.