I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along


passion:

working 19hrs straight, 
on barely 4hrs of sleep for $50,
the "experience," 
and because you genuinely like the cast/crew/project.
MURDER SQUAD is the webseries I've been working on. 
it's going to be HILARIOUS
the whole crew was trying to muffle our laughter during takes
I can't wait to see the finished product.




if I didn't LOVE what I do there is no way I could handle doing it.
12 hours is a standard day, 
and 19 is now officially the most hours I've worked at one time.
getting up for work at 5am, 
getting home from work at 2am.


Unless you're in the "industry," 
whether it be music, fashion or film, 
then you probably couldn't understand what it is like to do what we do, 
and work the amount of hours we do.


I make sure that every thing I do pays off.
every opportunity is a chance to network and meet people, 
you never know who might be able to hook you up with your next job.


I've never met more genuine, 
hard-working people in my life 
than I have in the last year.
people who spend every last dollar they have 
into making a film that they believe in with everything they  are.
I thrive off of the passion and dedication i feel around me.
people in this industry "get" each other
we know what it's like to bust our asses and work for free, 
hoping that it pays off in the long run.
we know late nights,
long hours and that window of time between delusion 
and getting your "second wind."


:-)


anyway-
I need to finish packing and then get on the road.
Davis/Rocklin/Sacramento all week.
Coming home Friday
I have Saturday off
then I'm working the 11th-16th on a film (making $900 in 6 days, holler)
then working the rest of the Halloween Horror Nights event dates.




rocknroll.






-S.