and I'm complicatedit's because too many people have fucked me over.
I'm trying to move past it.
I'm tired of my past interfering with my future
I'm tired of holding myself back from things that could lead to happiness because I am constantly on the defense, in order to prevent myself from being hurt again.
I've been so happy lately, I'm afraid i'm going to mess it up, or find a reason to walk away... like i always do.
but i keep finding reasons to stay, and that's not something I'm used to.
whatever happens next, I am thankful for what is happening now.
I am thankful for patience, understanding and most of all the respect i'm being treated with.
so here's to whatever happens next <3
-S.
1 comments:
Yay! Good luck with whatever it is<3
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