Everything is falling into place
I'm over it fully and completely, for the first time ever.
I am a lot stronger than I've been in the past
and I am thankful.
Things are finally moving forward for me in LA.
I am no longer living a double life with half my heart in Sacramento and half of it here.
All of me is here now, as it should have been from the start.
Live and learn
I am done breaking promises to myself and will stick with the new ones I have made.
It's a lot easier to move forward when you're not being pulled back
and now that I'm not looking back it's even better.
You couldn't pay me to move back to Sacramento
I am exactly where I belong and each passing week only imprints that more and more into my mind and my heart.
School is hard and there are some days where I struggle so much that I just want to quit
But I won't.
I've reached the point where I am questioning if this is really what I want to do with my life, but only time will tell.
For now this is the answer and I'm living in the present and not worrying about the future.
I've been meeting so many new people
I love being surrounded by things and people that are new and different.
It's a nice change
Career wise things are picking up.
I work regularly with a photographer doing makeup for the bands that he shoots.
Last night I did a photoshoot at Les Deux for an up and coming clothing line, Believe Couture.
And I will now be part of a team working regularly on photoshoots and fashion shows for the line.
We have three runway shows booked already.
Things are about to get big
and this is just the begining.
ready or not, here I come.
S.
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