After viewing about 13 apartments in two days, I found the ONE.
This is the only love-at-first-sight that exists.
There it is, my dream house in Los Angeles, between Culver City and Beverly Hills.
It's a duplex.
We have the whole bottom floor, 1400 sq ft.
2 bedrooms/1 bathroom.
15 min from Hollywood, and 15 min from the beach.
It's huge, beautiful, amazing and I am so effing stoked to move in and decorate!!!!!
July 18th will be the big day.. Only 4 weeks away. eek!
My time in Sacramento is running short.
3 weeks till my 21st birthday
then the following weekend we'll be moving out.
It's gonna be hard to leave again,
deja vu from 3 years ago when I packed up and moved to San Diego for my semester-long adventure going to SDSU.
Only this time the circumstances are almost the exact opposite of how they were last time I left.
Three years ago:
I had a huge group of friends that I hung out with all the time
I began dating Benton right before I moved away
I fell in love for the first time
I was not ready to leave home
and I was sad about moving.
Now:
There are less than a handful of people I still hangout with and will miss,
but the good news is they probably will actually come visit me.
I don't have a boyfriend to hold me back, and I'm not even interested in dating
I'm ready to leave
I'm ready to start school
I'm ready to begin my "grown-up" life
I am sad, but also so excited to move
I'm just in a spot in my life where I can't stay in Sacramento anymore.
As much as I love my friends here, there really is only a couple people that really matter and they have all thier own stuff going on anyway.
I need to get out and start living, because I feel like I am just existing here,
and there IS a difference.
I know the people that truly care will come and visit me,
and that's all that matters.
I can't wait to have visitors!
I'm desperately hoping to love it there,
but I don't know how I couldn't.
Even just after being there this weekend,
I want to be back down there.
There's just SO much to do.
I'm really not tired,
but I want to get up early so I can get shit done tomorrow.
Gym, float in the pool, have my sister fix the dye job on my hair, do laundry, and maybe even see if Abbie can cut my hair.
No lazy Sundays for me.
until next time,
make yourself <3
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