Make Yourself

Either of those could be a good name for what I am drinking.

Blue Moon beer with orange juice.

I am trying to force myself to drink beer hahah.

It's actually pretty tasty this way.

It's like a ghetto Mimosa.

The sad part is, I'm halfway through drinking it, and already buzzed.

I'm such a cheap drunk.

Today was an interesting day.

My family is home from Washington after being gone all week.

My dad quit his job and moved back to California.

thank fucking god.

I'm glad my family is whole again, well minus Court and I living on our own.

Instead of moving to Washington, my parents and youngest sister will be moving somewhere in SoCal.

I can't wait for my family to all be in one general location again.

My baby sister,

who's almost 12, wears a size 10 shoe, and is taller than my 18yr old sister,

started middle school today.

7th grade.

So fucking weird.

I still treat her like she's the baby sister, it's so weird that she's like her own little person now.

She has so much personality and she's so unique, I can't wait to see how she turns out.

I discovered that I love Bed Bath & Beyond today,

they seriously have EVERYTHING!

I just wandered around the store looking at things I wanted.

Mostly silly things for my kitchen or cool art work.

Spent my $100 gift card- toaster, blender and a Brita water filter because the water in LA tastes like ass. ugh.

Then I took a $75 Wal-Mart gift card and wandered all around wondering what the eff I was going to use it on.

dvds: grandma's boy, blow, anchorman

alcohol: hypnotiq, jager,bacardi, 12pk blue moon.

sweet&sour mix, club soda.

Stocking my personal bar sounded like a good investment

I'm going back to LA tomorrow

and I am so ready to be home.

I miss it a lot and it's a good time for me to go back.

The past 10 days in Sac were totally awesome.

Adventures, MIDTOWN! bars, clubs, parties, sushi for breakfast, drinks, raging, dancing, friends, smoking, catching up with people I hadn't seen in ages, meeting new people,

spending the better part of the week getting to know someone new, getting tattooed, getting pierced...it was just a lot of fun.

I'm happy to have gotten to spend quality time with friends.

And to no one's surprise I also reconciled a friendship I was worried I had lost.

predictable.

Maybe it's for the best, maybe it's not.

No one's opinion or advice matters, or ever really has in this case.

It is what it is, and it all works when it wants to.

I'm done thinking into it,

things happen for a reason.

life is to short to let dumb shit get in the way of the things that really matter.

Time for bed.

I've got a long day tomorrow.

Thanks for a good time Sacramento.

See ya in 6 weeks.

LA here I come!

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S.