ONE WEEK
is enough time for lives to completely change.
it's enough time for hate to accumulate and hearts to be broken.
a week ago it was happiness, "i love you," "thanks for everything you've done for me,"
"see you in a few weeks," "I am so happy for you,"
and now it's silence.
it's enough time for someone to go from fighting for you, to fighting with you.
it's enough time for a situation that was not meant to end in hurt to end worse than imagined.
it's enough time for one of the most meaningful friendships of our lives to break.
it's enough time to turn your back on three and a half years.
it's enough time to give up on something because that's the easiest way out.
the loss of a friend has never hurt this much, and it's never mattered this much
I'm not sorry that I care.
I'm not sorry that it matters.
I'm not sorry that I am a more decent friend than others, and know when things said are meant to be shared or not.
at least i have the decency keep your secrets, and not try and break your friendships.
but I am sorry that misunderstandings get the best of people.
This might actually be the end.
The end of three and a half years of the absolute best and worst times of my life.
I'm letting go of the one person who has continually hurt me more than ANYONE ever has,
or EVER will again.
I will NEVER put myself through what I have been through with this again.
I will not continue to be hurt.
You couldn't even have the decency to tell me goodbye to my face
or bring closure to the situation.
you got the last say, once again.
thank you for everything you have taught me about myself, life and relationships.I am better off with out you
and I am stronger without you constantly picking me up and dragging me down.
I hope one day you realize this was all a misunderstanding,
and that this could have been salvaged with a simple conversation.
I've never once given up on you, but you continually do it to me.
good luck.
good-bye
make yourself.
5 comments:
A week is long enough to ruin your life and to make decisions that change everything.
A week is long enough to realize how much you despise someone and to see they're not the person you thought they were.
A week is long enough to fall back in love with someone that you shouldn't have feelings for, then have your heart ripped out of your chest by said person.
Sometimes...
a week is too long.
absolutely.
been there,
done all of the above.
:-/
You have so much to look forward too. You are way better than all of this shit. I know it's hard and that it hurts but I hope you can actually take the time to realize how beyond this you really are.
I think you're great girly. You deserve much better than this.
isn't it fun to get caught running your mouth to his best friend
then turning around and making him look like the asshole?
it must be
you're getting all the kudos you could want from it aren't you?
hope it makes you feel better about everything
do what ya gotta do right?
if you're hurt, i'm sorry.
if you're bitter, stop.
if you think you understand and know how i meant everything, you don't.
next time clarify before jumping to conclusions
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